MAX'S POV.
I watch her intently as she moves away from me, takes her away and then picks up a book which I had set in place for her when preparing the room.
She seems to be just plain and void of emotions, I'll have to b sincere seeing her calm makes me pissed.
She didn't see me for days and now she finally gets a chance to speak to me. Is she acting so lame? Ignoring me?.
Although I do know I deserve to be ignored, I've almost forgotten she was up here.
I had issues, people were beginning To talk and I had eyes watching my every move. I couldn't make out time to visit her but she must have gotten hurt at some point.
I know Sammie to be soft hearted and I'm pretty sure she just waited for my arrival for days before finally giving up.
I'm not holding it against her. I had just hoped there would be some excitement on her end rather than this challenge.
I cough you to gain her attention but she doesn't speak, move or check, she's playing pretend and acting like she's so engrossed in the whole book.
"I'll be leaving" I say out of the blue and just then do I catch an expression off her face.
Bitterness and disappointment, I like it. She should not have acted all oblivious and cocky. Now she has no choice then to plead with me to stay a whole or let me go and regret it once I'm gone.
"I thought you came here to rest, you left so quickly …"
"I changed my mind" I cut into her words on purpose.
It makes my heart warm to see how worried and pained she is at me leaving,all I need is just for her to say the words I yearn to hear about.
"When will you be back?" She asks, trying to bottle up her emotions and feign ignorance.
"I don't know, let's say I'll be gone for a while, I do n't see a reason why I should be hovering around you. There's nothing you need and you seem to be doing so great without me so why not?" I was standing from the couch.
I walk further and soon in the door, I take slow steps and strides but she doesn't call me back or try to stop me either.
My face falls as I realize she would rather stick to her pride than speak with me. This is something I know but still I had doubted for a while.
I don't know why I was given such a stubborn creature for a mate, although I had made a bluff about and she called it. I can't risk my pride either.
As much as I miss her I have to leave for real, I'll be back to her place tomorrow and make up some silly excuse as to why I'm back in her room.
SAMMIE'S POV.
I expected him to leave so soon, although I had felt pained at the fact that ey keft m for a while and claims to have almost forgotten about me.
It's a huge blow to my face and an insult if the highest order, what annoys me the most if he thinking I'm some space or sorts.
.he ha don't seen me in and when he finally gets a chance to speak To me he's on and about me calling him master.
Just how annoying can he be ? Everything remains the same, he just isn't ready to come to terms with me being his mate.
He did buy me but for what reason exactly? He's making me out to be more like a slave, without any reason I'm locked up, I feel myself becoming mentally unstable as time goes by.
He can't just lock me up and expect me to be fine and all with it, there's no way I'll remain in this house for long.
He wants to keep me hidden and then what? He's here having the nice time of his life with his family, his pack and he's still insisting on getting married to Shayna even when I'm still alive.
What else can I do?, I can't ignore for long and act like it doesn't hurt, one minute is nice the next he's being oppressive.
Now he's gradually forgetting that I exist, what then will happen if he eventually gets married to Shayna?.
I'll never really exist in his bigger picture, to him I'll be nothing but a slave, a neglected slave.
I'm broken, pained and weak.
I take on long glance around me, but I do not feel any pain or regret, there's no memory which I'd cling on to.
I take slow and cautious steps out of the room, careful and wary that max might be lingering around.
No one seemw to be in sight which mwkes things easier for me, but dssh back into the room,change into a shirt and pants, with a cap to match.
Closing the door shut carefully behind mw in order to avoid any noise I dash out the house, my feets running as fast as they can carry me iut into the woods where the treds wiudo provide perfect cover for me.
Luckily I'm not stopped it noticed by anyone, afterall it's all good and fine, Mac had chosen a house far away from anyoems sight which made things easier for me.
He must have really thought I won't make an attempt to run, he must have fekt i would remain in the house as long as he commands.
Hes my mate snd leaving him isn't the best option I have, but ge isn't helping matters,I can't be with someone I love sjo won't reciprocate those same feelings for me, ehyt hen should I be stuck with him?.
There's no reason to longe ronnand around, I'm a pain in his ads and he'll do way better off without me.
I hope some day I'll be able tonoay him back, the helped me from the brothel, I'm able to escape all thanks to him, if he had not boufh be and prevented me from being a prostitute I would have been in another's bed by now.
However as thankful as I am to him for helping out I do jot know if I'll survived out there, I have no wolf form.
I'm just as weak, I'll barely survive a day out there, thdi weak ess of mine is what had made him feel so relaxed.
He knows how weak and feeble minded I am, he must have thought if the possibly that I'll try to flee, he knows I won't attempt escape towards the woods.
I have nowhere to go, no one to turn to, no friend's, enemy or family of any kind, but I'll rather be devoured out here by wild animals than to be captured by Shayna again or max..
I'm tired of acting like their puppet, both reakky are perfect match for each other, akwyas exploiting people for their own satisfaction.
"You have me you know"I heat a ouev which I had longed for and come to miss
"Snowball!" I exclaim with joy.
"I thought you left already" I manage to say, feeling slightly down.
"I would not leave you, at least not now although I feelt he time is drawing nearer" snow ball responds which shatters me completely.
"Leaving? Off to where? I have no one else" I respond feeling waves of pain hit me.
"I can't be with you forever Sammie, you have to know and understand your true potential as time goes on, you are not ordinary, you aren't empty and you aren't lonely.
You gave to block away all negative aura from your and leaving here is the first step to doing that, you are special Sammie and I hope you can see that one day, I can't help you with that but i know you will find some one one who will very soon"
This is the first time I've seen snowball being so serious, I know hes inky trying to make me feel better.
I know he's trying to make me feel better and happy but it's if no use, he's leaving me as well, that's all I can relate to.
"That's an issue that we will discuss later, don't feel down or sad, for now we need to escape from here, you need to tuna s far as you can" snowball says, really serious that I feel he had changed in a matter of the little time we didn't meet.
"What's the rush?, Max won't be visiting anyways and no oke knows I'm alive or around" I repond, feeling a little grumpy.
"He comes now, matwr or never lets not take that chance besides time is flying past really quick it will be night soon"
I nod carefully before quickening my oace, snowball being by my side doesn't make the journey seem to be as I had dressed previously.
He's right about max, I've never gotten to know what runs on in his mind and plays in his silly mind, he's probably up to something and who jos he might come around sokner than I had anticipated.
If he finds out I escaped he will be really pissed and I doubt illmbe given a chance to see sunlight, I'll probably be locked up in a cell or something worse.
That's not a risk I'm willi g to take, u hasten my steos, running further into the woods unsure of where I'm headed and tye direction I takw but deeo within me I wish the moon goddess would send help.
I have suffered long enough, been inflicted pain on, just This once, this once I ask for help and a second chance.