ATHENA POV
I pulled into the driveway.
I began to cry in the car. I could feel the throbbing down there….I mean… Between my legs… as if my heart is down there. Beating.
Heaven knows how I wanted this. I wanted something in my my pussy right now but I didn’t want to do it with Ethan.
I had always been okay with Ethan. He was a guy who respected my decision no matter what.
Even though i wasn't satisfying him sexually, he never complains and his love for me never changed as well.
My mind was flaming in fire.
I had hurt me and right now I was upset.
I doesn't even know if i was upset because Ethan wanted me and I couldn’t satisfy him or if i was upset because i can't have my step brother who have exactly what i want.
I could remember the day i was hearing one of the girls George brought home, moaning loudly for close to half an hour while having sex with him.
I couldn't tell where her frustration is coming from. I wanted to be mad at my step brother for making me think many bad things about him in the first place.
I want to be mad at him for being so hot and sexy.
I wanted to be mad at him for not realizing my feelings for him.
I wanted to be mad at him for not looking my way.
I felt empty, almost like i wasn't even there when Ethan kissed me. Ethan used to hold me and make me feel cared for but i couldn't even stick around today.
I hated the fact i pushed and ran away from him. It wasn't my fault though. At that moment, i was frustrated and couldn't control it.
I got out from the car and hopped my brother was in his room. I doesn't want to face him at this moment. I was getting scared that i would ruin our relationship as brother and sister.
I can’t believe I had started looking at my brother in a very new way, and that scares me most.
“What if my attraction to him ruin our good relationship as father and daughter?” I asked herself. Although i remember he never treated me differently, but i now feel like my world was turning into something else.
I was inlove with my step brother and it was a crime.
"Is there anyway I can pretend that I don't want him?” I kept soliloquizing as i was walking towards the main door in tears.
I entered and met him in the sitting room.
Once I laid my eyes upon him though, my tongue tangled into a knot. I lost the ability to form a single word. He looked so hot and gorgeous. His beauty was breathtaking. His wide green eyes and his black long hair made him dizzy. He had thick eyelashes. His tan skin was a color that would make any girl or woman fall down at his feet and do whatever he commanded.
What the hell am I thinking? I wondered.
My eyes twitched. He is the enemy! Don’t fall for him. You are here to take revenge and make him beg for your mercy.
“Athena?” I heard him say. I didn’t realize when he got to me and furrowed his brows upon seeing my tears.
"My beautiful angel. What is the problem? Why are you crying? Did he beat you?” He asked, and i shook her head and wouldn't even look up at him. He put his fingers under my chin and tilted it up that i could see his red eyes.
My face was flushed, tears streaming down my face.
“Tell me my Angel, what is wrong” he asked again.
“Can you hold me?” I asked, and he responded by picking me up in a bridal style, sat on one of the couch in the living room and set me in his lap.
”My angel, tell me what happened. Tell big brother what happened and i will resolve it for you.” he tried to make his voice gentle, but his voice was too husky to comfort someone.
“Brother, I think something is wrong with me.” I said to her stepbrother with tender voice. Stream of tears was still trailing down my cheek.
“Nothing is wrong with you my Angel. You are good and perfect. Why would you even think of that? Did Ethan beat you? Did he said something bad to you?” it was hard for him to keep his voice calm. He wanted to be comforting, but he was angry.
He was angry at Ethan and I could feel it.
“No, brother, he didn't say anything bad to me. He didn't beat me either”
“ Then why are you talking as if something is wrong with you?” He asked me.
“I can't say brother” i mumbled into his neck, pulling him tighter to myself, wrapping both arms around him.
My breast was pressing hard against his chest and that’s what I wanted.
“you can open up to me. You can tell me anything, my beautiful angels” He urged me.
“I know I am supposed to tell you anything, but I can't say this. Not this.” I replied, and i knew hewas getting frustrated. All he wanted was for me to confide with him. He needed me to tell him everything.
But how could I?
I could I say such.
“Athena, look at me” he said, and i looked up at him with my big blue eyes, sparkling with my tears.
“so tell me my baby Angel, what do you need from me” he asked me and I gulped down. I didn’t even know what I want.
“I…I just don't know what I want....... But did you really love me?”i asked and his eyes widened. I knew he wasn’t expecting such question from me.
“To be honest with you, I am not expecting this kind of question from you. I am always treating you as my sister. I love you and you know that. I love you more than anything else in this world.”
“no matter what?”
“no matter anything. Nothing can ever change that. I love you, Athena, and I will always do” He said. This time, he called me by my name. At this moment, my heart was racing. Something was poking my ass.
I doesn't need anyone to tell me it was my step brother’s dick.
I was happy that i was making my step brother hard just by sitting on his lap. This gave me the courage to try what i never thought i would do.
“I...I just.....” i paused and gave him a wild look. He was expecting me to say something and i leaned down and kissed him on her lips. His eyes widened in shock. He didn't see that coming.
Just as their lips touched, i felt all my Insecurities fade away in seconds. He didn't pull away from her, rather responding to the kiss.
I knew it was wrong but i was enjoying it. It was as if a spell was casted in me. It was a Kiss, full of love and affection. It gave me comfort.
I began to wonder if he will hate me when he finally found out how i really felt. I didn’t see it as a lust affection. I really loved him. I thinks it is something more than lust.
But still, George hasn't pulled away from me. I decided to push this kiss a little bit further. I shifted in his lap so that i could kiss him deeper. Just then, i began to feel his hard throbbling dick more. I could feel how huge it was. Without breaking the kiss, l straddled very well on his lap. My pussy began to throb. I could feel myself soaking my pantie. At this moment, i couldn't help but rock against his dick.
I threw my head backward and broke the kiss. I regreted during that because that gave George a chance to react.
"Fuck! What just happened now? Did you just kissed me?"
"I know you like it." I replied with a coyly smile.
"Gosh! we shouldn't be doing this. You need to get off of me now.” He managed to say but wasn't willing to push me off.
“Don't say that to me. I know you always wanted this. You want me” my voice was small. I began to think maybe it was all a fantasy.
I felt maybe he doesn't want me. I had thought that is was all i wanted but at this moment, it seemed i was wrong. Tears were clouding my vision and i looked down at his chest and saw i had gone too far. M
I was ashame of myself. I started to feel rejected.
“Look at me, Athena.” He said, and slide his finger under my chin and all i could do was shake my head.
“look at me” he urged again, and i ignored him. I was scared and started those scoot away from his lap. The only thing my mind was telling me was to run out. I wanted to get up and probably run out and he grabbed my asscheek and pulled me against himself. It was obvious that he dosen't want me to go.
“Athena, I said you should look at me!” he almost raised his voice at me.
I was shocked and had no other option than to obey. I looked up as him and he said, "Listen to me. I'm trying hard here." He took a deep breath before he continued.
I don't know what is going through your mind right now, but we still need to talk. You need to talk to me. You need to open up to me. I am not going to hurt you no matter what you say.” He said, trying to drift my mind away from what just happened.
“I don't really know” i said. I didn't know what to tell him.
I had already gone this far, though.
I wanted him to help with the throbbing pains in between my legs.
That was what I wanted and I have to tell my step brother the truth.
Analyzing the situation at the moment, i felt a bit more calm. She was about to confess the reason to him.
What was giving me some percent of confidence that he won't reject me was his dick which was poking my ass hard and his hands which was grabbing my asscheek.
“Please don't tell me you don't know. Tell me the truth. I love you and nothing will ever change that. Understand that I need to know what is going on with you.” He said, and i was amazed that he still sounded like a brother to me.
I felt a surge of courage going through me to say it out. After all, i still have to say it out. I had gone too far to back out.
“I will tell you but first of all. I want you to promise me you will hear me out.” I said all, he nodded in response for me to continue.