Sherry
In Jack's beauty salon, as I turned around to look at myself in the long mirror, I found that I was unable to contain my screams and that I was instead praising Jack "wow, Jack! I look adorable! Thank you very much, sweetheart, for your assistance. Because of this, I love you." I smiled and gave Jack a wink as I laughed.
Jack let out a whistle, "Esteban cannot take his eyes off of you because you have the appearance of a princess. That is unquestionably the case."
I made a puppy face "Oh, so that's what you think, then. I don't understand why he can't see me in the same light as a lady. It's just that he prefers other people to me. I really hope that he notices me. Just this once though." I sighed.
Jack drew nearer to me and gave me a hug before gently pressing his lips to my cheeks in an attempt to console my departed spirit. "Honey, I'm sure you're aware that it's not easy for any man to recognize his younger sister. Don't hold it against him. It's possible that he is fully aware of your stunning beauty. However, he can't see you as anything more than a sister to him." He explained to me that, yes, this is the truth, and I am aware that this is the case.
But no way, this goes against everything I know about human nature, and I just can't let myself fall in love with my sibling. However, let's face it: back in those ancient times, the king often wed his own sisters. After all, why not me?
These are the laws that are enforced by both our governmental structures and our religious institutions. Oh, I do believe in God! But I am also someone who believes in love. And if God believes that falling in love with one's brother is a sinful act that is referred to as incest, then why am I so deeply in love with one of my brothers, Esteban?
I need an answer. I am aware that I will never care, and I also know that I will never be persuaded. It's possible that the reason I'm such a pushy and crazy girl is because I keep telling myself that I can win him over and make him mine. I am aware that there is a borderline between us, and I am unable to simply make a jump and cross it. But what can I do to heal this aching part of my chest?
I'm sick, and the only thing that can make me feel better is if I'm with Esteban. He is what keeps me going!
There will never be another woman who will adore him or value him more than I do.
He is the very air that I take in. He is the source of the light that makes my day bright. He is the moon that shines brightly even when the night is at its darkest. He is both a source of motivation and inspiration for me. He is, in a very straightforward manner, everything to me in this life.
If I can't have him, I can't have anything else that matters. To put an end to this tormenting existence, I intend to take my own life.
I love him more than he could possibly comprehend or hope for. I am fully aware that he is completely incapable of conceiving of the fact that I love him not in the capacity of my older brother but as my lover. But how is it that he is unable to detect my feelings or the fact that my skin is on fire whenever I touch him?!
Is he really this oblivious?
I have no choice but to take action if I want to claim him as my own, and it is for this reason that Jack and I have spent the past few years trying to bring Esteban into my embrace.
To tell you the truth, he didn't notice me until just now. In addition, there were times when I gave some thought to telling him the truth about how I really felt about him, but Jack prevented me from taking that step.
He was absolutely correct, and I'm afraid that if I told Esteban how I felt about him, he would cut me out of his life for good. I am confident that he will not treat me in such a cruel manner, but it is possible that he will avoid me in the future. Also, come up with new rules to go along with the new borders.
The peculiar manner in which Esteban responds to my actions, or the possessive manner in which he treats me, is one of the things that occasionally gives me a glimmer of hope.
He couldn't stand it when I acted as though I was hanging out with my pals. This merely demonstrates to me how envious he is of me when it comes to other people.
On the other hand, it might just be the love that the brother and sister share for one another. Yes, he brought me up from the time I was a child until I was twelve years old. Therefore, he is not to be considered anything other than a protective brother.
I just have to keep my fingers crossed that my strategy might work this time.
Jack yelled at me to snap out of my space out and return to the room "hey, girl, wake up. There is still the matter of dressing you up. I want to see how you look in that sexy dress. Show it to me. And let's go. It is important not to be too late when you get there." Jack yanked me away from your grasp and led me to the locker room.
After getting dressed in my dress and high heels, I stepped outside and showed him my seductive body while asking him, "so, what do you think?" Egotistically, I ruffled my hair in the mirror.
A broad smile spread across his face as he said, "well, I think you might pass with that." He gave me a smirk while making fun of me.
I dropped my jaw "just pass? I despise you, Jack, for bringing down my disposition."
He laughed and then tugged on my hand. "baby, and I was only joking around with you earlier. There is no doubt whatsoever that you will prevail this time. I can only hope that your future boyfriend will be as stunning as you are."
I gave a slight nod and replied, "yes, I hope so, but if I'm being completely honest, I believe Derek is more handsome than Esteban."
Jack's eyes became more wide-set "Oh my goodness, are you slipping or what? Then, if you think that your new boyfriend is better than Esteban, why don't you be with him and forget about Esteban? If you think that your new boyfriend is better than Esteban, why don't you be with him?" He inquired of me out of interest.
There is some truth to his inquiry to some extent. This is something that I have pondered in the past.
However, the solution was not complicated. The desire of my soul is for Esteban. It was never about how pretty or handsome you were when it came to love. When their souls collide, they agree to form an unbreakable bond with one another.
Esteban was unique; every aspect of him makes me adore him even more and yearn for him even more. But there is no other guy who can hold a candle to him.
I exerted a lot of effort to develop feelings for other men. They were all perfect, but I think deep down inside my heart I wanted the flawed one.
He is not a shallow or unexpressive guy; rather, he is a man. The difference between him and my current boyfriend, Derek, is that this is the case.
Derek is nothing more than a rich guy who has always been an idiot. Dumkopf behavior that is both silly and superficial.
I just want to be with my child.
I heaved a sigh and rested my hand on the left side of my chest, just below my heart. "I love Esteban. In my heart, there will never be room for anyone else but him. First things first, let me dial the number of my moronic boyfriend." I said to jack.
I quickly grabbed my phone after he gave me the okay to do so. "Derek, where are you at this very moment?" When I called Derek, he picked up the phone on the first ring as if he had been expecting my call.
"Sweetheart, I will be there at your house very soon. Do you need a ride anywhere, and do you want me to pick you up?" Derek asked me.
"No, you need only wait for me outside the entrance to my residence. Don't go in there without checking with me first. It is imperative that I shock my sibling." I informed Derek.
"Okay, sweetie, as you like. Please do not be late. Already, I find myself missing you a great deal. Love you, baby." Derek said to me.
I despise the way he carries himself. Holy hell, I can't stand to be around that guy. Or perhaps it's because I'm not in love with him!
I don't know, but all I do know right now is that I want to crash Esteban's party and make him green with envy. That's all I know.
After witnessing me going out with a brand-new hot boyfriend, I'm curious to see what steps Esteban takes next.
Absolutely, that is going to make for one hilarious situation.
I will completely disrupt the flow of this party. Head over heels. Tonight, I have the distinct impression that something dreadful is going to take place.
I beg you, God, to be by my side.
I ended our conversation over the phone without ever saying good-bye to Derek.
He became accustomed to the hostile manner in which I addressed him. Because he seems to enjoy my harsh treatment of him, I can only assume that he is some kind of undercover agent. He enjoys it when I embarrass or humiliate him. I have no idea why that is! He is just weird.
The exact opposite of the character of Esteban. If I started screaming at Esteban, he could very easily beat the hell out of me.
He didn't beat me before. When I continued to display my poor attitude, he became increasingly angry and shouted and yelled at me.
But despite this, Esteban treats me with such compassion and gentleness at all times.
People say that if you truly love another person, you will enjoy everything that person does to you. You are going to forgive him no matter what he does.
And I believe that I am—
I brought my head up "Jack, let's get moving. Derek is currently awaiting our arrival."
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