It's raining heavily outside. No one will come in this weather. I asked Li Qing to find out yesterday's consultation record. I want to have a look again. I always think that yesterday's caller had a problem, but I can't say what the problem is.
it's like this. Li Qing came to my office yesterday afternoon when she was about to leave work and said that there was a woman looking for me, but she didn't make an appointment. I rushed to a friend's dinner, so I asked Li Qing to make an appointment with her. After a while, Li Qing came in again. She told me that the man looked worried and excited, as if he had been greatly stimulated. He must see me now. I have to agree.
she came into my office, sat on the chair opposite the desk, looked at me, but did not speak. I didn't see Li Qing's anxiety and excitement, but I thought she was calm and calm. I stood up and poured a glass of water in front of her, then sat back and looked at her quietly. She lowered her head, picked up the water glass on the table, took a sip slightly, then played with her hands for a while, and put it back on the table. The silence lasted about five minutes. She finally raised her head and looked at me. She asked softly, "are you Miss Zhu Yi?" I nodded and smiled. She then said, "I'm Zhang Li's friend. I'm helpless and scared when I meet something. Zhang Li asked me to come to you. She said that only you can help me." I smiled and said, "I know Zhang Li. She is a classmate of my university. Can you introduce yourself? " Instead of rushing to answer my question, she took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from her bag and asked, "is that ok?" I pushed the ashtray in front of her. She lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and slowly said, "my name is topaz. I'm 32 years old. I run a bar with my friends." I nodded and motioned for her to continue. "In fact, I came here today because I met some strange things, which made me very upset," she said At this time, she picked up the water glass in front of her and drank a lot of saliva before she continued: "I feel that someone is following me all the time recently, and I can even feel that a pair of eyes are looking at me all the time." I sat up straight and started my consultation record. I asked, "have you had a good rest recently?" "No," she said with a wry smile Suddenly two eyes straight at me, said to me: "I also found that my husband is not my husband." I looked at her, and in her eyes I saw fear. I said, "why do you feel this way?" She shook her head and said, "I don't know. I just feel that everything about him makes me feel so strange now. Even his taste is different from the original." I asked her, "do you think someone wants to hurt you?" She replied, "yes, he must want me to die. Only when I die can he realize his wish." I initially judged that topaz had a strong delusion of being killed, but her calm made me feel strange. I then asked, "did you say your husband wanted to hurt you?" She didn't answer me, just raised her hand to look at her watch, and then hurriedly stood up and said, "Miss Zhu, I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry. Let's go first." Conveniently took a business card which I put on the table, hurriedly left.
after Huang Yu left, I asked Li Qing if she was really worried and excited. Li Qing affirmed that Huang Yu would come again when she left. I was in a hurry for the dinner, so I left without paying much attention to it.
now I'm slowly thinking about what I've overlooked and what is it? Looking through the records, recalling yesterday's situation. Generally speaking, yesterday Topaz gave me a very calm feeling, which is not normal. If she really has paranoia, she should be more or less neurotic, but she is too calm, including the tone of her voice. If it's not the fear in her husband's eyes, I think she's talking about things that have nothing to do with her. And though what she said is unbelievable, the language is clear and clear, without any logical mistakes. It's still raining hard outside. I tried to think about the scene when I talked with Topaz. What did I ignore? By the way, it's the eyes, the eyes of topaz. There's a huge distrust in the eyes. It's the eyes that make me feel uncomfortable all the time. Why does she look at me like that? Because she thinks I don't believe her? Or is she not willing to tell me the truth at all? Then why does she have to see me? I suddenly felt the need to call Zhang Li.
Zhang Li said that the topaz was introduced by her. She often soaks in the topaz bar, so they are familiar. She told me that topaz was very upset recently, and she felt very worried, so she asked Topaz to come to me. She thought Topaz must be under too much psychological pressure, which led to mental tension. I hope I can help her. I asked her why Topaz was nervous. She said Topaz didn't say. I didn't ask again, just chatted and hung up. Li Qing came in and told me that topaz was coming. I looked out of the window and it was still raining so hard.
Topaz came in the rain. Li Qing took a dry towel to dry her hair, put my suit on her shoulders and asked her to sit opposite me. I said to her, "why not take an umbrella in such a heavy rain?" She looked at me, a little shivering, April weather is still a little cold. "I ran out," she said. "He kept me at home. I crawled out of the window." I asked her, "do you mean your husband?" "He saw your business card and knew I had come to see you. He was very angry. He didn't let me go out and locked me in the bedroom," she said I poured her a cup of hot water and she took it. I could feel her hands shaking. Today, compared with yesterday, she is very nervous and scared, with fear and helplessness in her eyes.
I said gently to her, "topaz, don't worry. First, drink some water to warm your body." She drank the water slowly, her shoulders slightly raised, and she sobbed. I asked her, "you should tell me everything, or I can't help you." She raised her head, put the cup on the table and said, "what I said yesterday is true. I really don't know why. I'm so scared. " I said, "then why does your husband lock you? Because you came to me for counseling? " "I don't know," she said. "When he saw your business card, he lost his temper and slapped me hard." I looked at her face carefully, and there were still traces. I asked, "was that the same with his old temper?" She shook her head and said, "he used to be very good. He never lost his temper with me." I said, "when did you find out that he had changed?" She said that one night a week ago, she woke up in the middle of the night and wanted to drink water. Suddenly, she felt that he was very strange. Besides having the same body as her husband, she could not find any familiar feeling. She said that suddenly stood up, walked to my side and tightly held my hand, said: "Miss Zhu, you must help me, I am so afraid, I don't want to die." I hold her hand and gently say to her, "relax, it's OK. You'll be OK."
I'm a psychological consultant. If she has serious psychological problems from a psychological point of view, but everything she says is so true, especially the look in her eyes that I believe in. I'm not eager to make a judgment. I want to have a chance to talk with her husband. The crux of many questions should be her husband. The rain stopped and she left in a hurry like last time.
in the early morning of the next day, Zhang Li called and told me that Huang Yu had committed suicide.
when Topaz jumped, she jumped from the top of the building where she operated the small bar.
after Huang Yu's death, the police came to me and asked me. I showed the consultation record to the police. After the police saw it, they decided that Hua Huangyu should be a psychopath. Her death was suicide and the case was closed. At the same time, I know from the police that topaz had no husband. She divorced several years ago. She lived alone all the time. Her neighbors also proved that no man had ever been in her home.
and my consultation with Topaz was terminated because of her death. I still kept her two thin pages of consultation records and lay in my filing cabinet.
one and a half months after the death of topaz, Li Qing, who had just entered the office, handed me an email that only wrote the addressee but not the sender. Apart from the mail, there are only a few photos. Apart from one of them is a picture of people, the others are a picture of scenery. To be exact, it's not a picture of scenery, but a picture of the future of a cemetery. And that picture of people makes me feel scared. It's cool on my back. The beautiful woman in the picture is a dead topaz.
Li Qing came up curiously to find out what was in the mail. I handed the photo to her. She gave a exclamation and threw the photo back to my desk. She asked, "is it in the mail?" I nodded, and she said, "who is such a prank? It's scary. " I smiled and I thought it was a prank, but what happened later made me have to face a horrible fact.
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