Zhang Li is a classmate of my university. After graduation, she entered the newspaper office. She is a journalist and editor of the evening news. Her relationship with me has always been very good, and then I got married. Her relationship with my wife is better than mine. Because they all have a lot of common interests.
Zhang Li has been divorced, so she enjoys her single life as a petty bourgeois. Several good students in our university often meet, usually initiated by her. She is a woman with great organizational ability. She is smart, capable, enthusiastic and has many friends, which has a lot to do with her personality. Her husband, it should be said that her ex husband is a criminal police officer, named Deng Kun. Deng Kun is a career type man, three years older than Zhang Li. His work has no normal working and rest time. In addition, he is crazy about work and has little time to care about his family. Therefore, Zhang Li lost his temper. Later, the two started a cold war and finally divorced.
Zhang Li called me to meet at "yesterday reappearance" in the afternoon. She specifically asked me that Deng Kun had something to look for me. In my memory, Deng Kun and I didn't have much interaction. Apart from Zhang Li's contact when she got married, she only listened to Zhang Li's nagging before their divorce.
there was not much work in the morning. Liang Ping, director of the consulting center, my practice supervisor, organized several consultants of the center to hold a meeting to understand the recent consulting work and put forward some suggestions. Liang Ping used to be a psychiatrist in a mental hospital. When the psychological consultation industry just appeared, he resigned and founded the "Xinya psychological consultation center". There are five consultants in the center. They have a good relationship at ordinary times. Although they are busy with their work with their assistants, they often communicate with each other on some special cases.
Liang Ping was also my teacher. Four years ago, when I was trained as a psychologist in the medical college, he taught us "abnormal psychology". At that time, I studied very seriously, often asked him some questions, and gradually became familiar with them. After I obtained the qualification of national level III psychological consultant, he practiced for another half a year, and he formally invited me to join his center.
at 3pm, I went to the "yesterday reappearance" cafe on Fushui Road on time. Zhang Li and Deng Kun have arrived.
after a simple greeting, we sat down. I looked at Deng Kun carefully. When he got married, he had a great change. His white face showed stubble. His spirit was very poor, making people feel very haggard, but his eyes were firm.
Deng Kun ordered a pot of "top grade Nanshan" coffee and poured it for you. Then began to talk: "brother Zhu, listen to Xiao Li that Huang Yu went to you for consultation before she died?" I nodded and replied, "yes, twice. Isn't this case closed?" Deng Kun shook his head and said, "yes, it's over, but I don't believe Topaz will commit suicide." When he finished, he bit his lips. I felt that he was a little excited, but also a little nervous and uneasy. I looked at Zhang Li in disbelief, and Zhang Li said, "a month before Huang Yu committed suicide, I went to Deng Kun and told him that someone had killed her." I asked, "did Deng Kun know Huang Yu before?" Zhang Li helplessly said, "I only know that topaz and Deng Kun are high school students." Deng Kun continued: "yes, we are high school students. At the beginning of March, topaz came to me and said that she always felt that someone was following her and someone wanted to hurt her. But how can I ask her that it was just a feeling, a strong feeling? At that time, I doubted whether she had any mental problems. She didn't take her words seriously. It wasn't until something happened to her that I felt it wasn't that simple. " I said, "why do you say she didn't commit suicide?" "More than a month after Topaz died, I received an email," he said My heart suddenly has a kind of unspeakable taste, hurriedly asked him: "what is in the mail?" He took out several photos from the bag behind him. I took them over and looked at them. They were actually the ones I received. I was full of doubts and some fears. But I still said, "maybe these are just pranks by some good guy." Deng Kun said, "no, look at this again." Hand over a piece of paper.
there are a few words written on the paper: "I struggle, but I always feel the approaching of death. If I want to live, the person I am completely unfamiliar with must die, must." No opening, no closing. I asked Deng Kun, "are you sure it's the handwriting of topaz?" He nodded his head affirmatively: "how can such a person with a desire to survive commit suicide?" I handed it back to him, and he said, "I can't find out who sent it all the time. What's the purpose of the sender?" I didn't answer him, but I told him all the consultation contents of Huang Yu's two visits to the consulting center. I know that's why he asked for me. At this time, I feel that there is an invisible net that catches us, and the knot pulling this net is the case of topaz. I didn't tell Deng Kun that I also received such an email. I don't want to get involved in this case. After all, Huang Yu is a past tense for me. Besides, the police have settled the case very clearly. But I didn't resist my curiosity. I pointed to those landscape photos and asked Deng Kun, "do you know where this place is in the photo?" Deng Kun replied, "that's cemetery 34. 34 kilometers from the south of the city, where the topaz was buried. " I advise Deng Kun not to think too much about it. It's over, but Deng Kun blames himself. He thinks that if he believed in Topaz at that time, he should make efforts to investigate and give it proper protection, maybe Topaz would not die. He said he wanted to go on. Although the police had closed the case, he wanted to go on his own. I know that he has made up his mind, and at the same time I feel that it is also a very dangerous thing. I can't explain why. It's just that things are too weird and unreasonable. Before I broke up, I left a business card for him and told him to call me if there was anything I could do for him. I didn't need to make an appointment with Zhang Li again. After supper, my wife accompanied my children to watch cartoons. I made a pot of strong tea and went into my study. I always think of the case of topaz. There are too many cases that I don't understand and why. Who will send the photos of topaz and the cemetery to Deng Kun and me after her death? What is his purpose? Generally, there are two purposes, one is to avenge topaz, the other is to provoke us. But why is there an extra piece of paper in the email to Deng Kun?
the mobile phone rings. I look at it. It's a strange number: "brother Zhu, I'm Deng Kun." I asked: "it's Deng Kun. What can I do for you?" After a short meeting, he said, "can you accompany me to a place?" When I asked him where he was going, he replied, "the Huangyu family." I rejected him. I didn't want to be influenced by the topaz. I obviously felt his disappointment. I can't help but feel a little sad when I hang up his phone. Deng Kun is full of guilt about the death of topaz, but what about me? When Topaz told me everything, I didn't take her words seriously, and I couldn't really help her. I'm wondering whether my practice of staying out of business is right or not, and whether I should try my best to find out all this, just like Deng Kun.
I'm waiting. I think Deng Kun will call me. No matter what the result of his visit to Topaz's house is, he will tell me, because now I'm the only one he can tell about it. Until 11:30 p.m., Deng Kun called me. He told me to find some clues at Huang Yu's house. If you want me to help you, I'll ask him to take them to the Consulting Center tomorrow morning. In fact, I want to think about whether I really want to participate in this case.
Deng Kun came early the next morning. Let him into the office and close the door.
what Deng Kun brought is two scriptures, one is prajnaparami Sutra, the other is the great compassion mantra. The two books look very new, but when they were opened, they found that the paper pages had been worn a lot, and they should have been read countless times. Deng Kun told me that topaz never believed in ghosts and gods. Every time the students went out to visit a temple, they would burn incense to worship the Buddha. Topaz was very disdainful. She often said that my life was up to me. It seems that she should be a confident person. But what changed her and why did she begin to be interested in sutras?
Deng Kun said to check the source of scriptures. I think it should be a breakthrough. How did the Scriptures come from? When did Huang Yu start to study the sutras? Why did she be interested in them? I think I can get some answers from the source of the sutras. I don't know whether it's right or not to participate in the case, but I think it's necessary to make things clear about topaz, not only because of my curiosity, but also because of my professional responsibility as a consultant of topaz. When Deng Kun left, he left me all the information about his investigation into the case of topaz. Because the police department has closed the case, all his investigations can only be conducted in private. I'm worried for him that his investigation lacks the support of the police and it's easy to go beyond the boundaries of the law.
I didn't make an appointment this morning. I stayed in the office alone and studied the materials left by Deng Kun. Huang Yu, who divorced at the age of 29, has been alone for more than three years now. During this period, she did not make a boyfriend, nor did she find a man who had intimate contact with her. Who is Huang Yu mentioned in the two consultations? The information records the life habits of topaz in detail. Her life is very simple. She goes to the bar at about 11 o'clock every day and goes home at about 1 o'clock in the morning. I like to travel with friends and play mahjong occasionally. But in the past six months, she has hardly had any activities. Every day, she is on the front line between the bar and home. I have a hunch that something unusual must have happened in the past six months, and the bar should be able to find some useful information.
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