Chapter 2 Desperate

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"Your voice is dry, Celeste. You sound like you’ve been chewing on sandpaper. This is a romantic lead, not a heavy smoker in a Greek tragedy. Get out of the booth."

The director’s voice crackled through my headset, cold enough to draw blood. I stood behind the reinforced glass of the Midtown recording studio, my fingers white-knuckled against the edge of the music stand. Sweat pooled at the small of my back, my throat closing up with a thirst that no amount of water could fix.

"Please, Mr. Vargas," I whispered, my voice splintering the second I leaned into the Neumann mic. "Just one more take. I haven't slept, I just need a minute to—"

"We don’t have minutes. We have a delivery schedule for Netflix," Vargas snapped. "You’ve wasted an hour of union studio time because you can’t hit a simple breathy alto. You’re done. Send the next girl in."

The 'On Air' light flickered from red to a dead, hollow white. The silence that followed was deafening.

I stepped out into the hallway, my legs feeling like concrete pillars. I watched as a girl barely out of Juilliard, glowing with the caffeine-fueled energy I used to possess, bounced past me into the booth.

That was me two years ago. I was the "Girl of a Thousand Voices," the rising star of the NYC dubbing scene. But that was before the accident. Before Noah became my entire world, and my world became a series of mounting debts.

In the lobby, the assistant handed me a slim envelope without looking up from her iPhone. "Management is paying out the half-session, but don't expect a callback, Celeste. Your reliability is... trending downward."

I opened the flap. Three hundred dollars.

I stood on the sidewalk of Broadway, the biting New York wind whipping through my thin coat like a physical insult. Three hundred dollars. My rent in Queens was three weeks overdue. My ConEd bill was in the red. And Noah’s specialized maintenance meds for the day? They were four hundred.

The math never worked.

I skipped lunch—calories were a luxury I could no longer afford—and caught the subway toward the Metropolitan Medical Center. I clutched my bag to my chest as if I were protecting a fortune instead of a handful of crumbling dreams.

"The charity ward is a war zone, Ms. Harper. It’s loud, it’s understaffed, and the ventilators are legacy models," Dr. Arnel said, his eyes filled with a pity that made me want to scream. We were standing in his cramped office, the walls thin enough to hear the sirens on First Avenue. "For a patient in Noah’s condition—with the cerebral edema still a major concern—the stability of a private ICU suite isn't a luxury. It’s a survival requirement."

I looked through the glass partition at my ten-year-old brother. He looked like a porcelain doll—pale, fragile, tethered to the rhythmic, electronic humming of machines that were the only things keeping him from drifting into the ether.

"I know," I said, my voice barely a thread of sound. "I just... I just need a few more days. I have a commercial gig on Friday."

"The hospital administration doesn't trade in 'Fridays,' Celeste. It’s noon. If the balance isn't settled by midnight, we have to move him to the public ward. We have a three-month waiting list for this bed."

"Please," I begged, the sting of tears finally breaking through my armor. "He’s just a child."

"I’m sorry. My hands are tied by the board."

I walked out of his office and let my body slide down the cold linoleum wall in the middle of the hallway. I didn't care who saw. Pride was a currency I’d traded in months ago. I dug into my wallet, counting the crumpled bills again as if they would magically multiply if I stared hard enough.

Forty dollars. That was all I had left after the pharmacy run. Forty dollars between us and the end of the world.

"You’re a very devoted sister, Celeste. But love doesn’t pay for oxygen."

The voice was like pulled silk—expensive, smooth, and entirely out of place in a hallway that smelled of bleach and dying hopes. I froze. A pair of black Louboutins, polished to a mirror shine, stopped inches from my tattered sneakers.

I looked up, squinting against the harsh fluorescent glare. The woman standing over me belonged on the cover of Forbes. She was draped in a cashmere coat that cost more than my college tuition, her face a mask of calculated, icy elegance.

"Who are you?" I asked, my voice raspy. I wiped my face with the back of my hand, trying to salvage a shred of dignity as I forced myself to stand.

"A woman who recognizes a rare talent when she hears one," she replied, her eyes appraising me like a piece of distressed art at an auction. "I was in the administrator’s office. I heard you speaking to the doctor. Your voice... it has a very specific frequency. A very familiar one."

My guard went up. "You were eavesdropping on my brother’s medical crisis?"

"I make it my business to know the assets I intend to hire," she said simply. She gestured toward a private waiting area at the end of the hall. "Walk with me."

I didn't have the luxury of a 'no.' Not with a midnight deadline hanging over Noah’s head like a guillotine.

"How do you know my name?" I whispered as we passed the buzzing vending machines.

"My name is Emelia Aldridge," she said, not looking back. "And I know everything I need to. I know you’re a voice actress who can mimic a Mid-Atlantic accent better than a debutante. I know your brother has a fifty-percent chance of waking up if he stays in this wing. And I know that as of twelve minutes ago, you are officially insolvent."

She sat on a leather bench and placed a heavy, silver briefcase on the table between us. With a sharp snick, she snapped the latches open.

The sight was blinding. Neatly banded stacks of hundred-dollar bills.

"There is fifty thousand dollars in this case," Emelia said calmly. "Consider it a signing bonus. If you agree to my terms, I will settle Noah’s entire arrears—four hundred thousand dollars—by five p.m. today. He stays in this suite. He gets the neuro-specialists from Johns Hopkins. He lives."

My breath hitched. I looked at the money, then at the glossy photo she slid across the table. It was a woman laughing, a glass of vintage Cristal in her hand, looking effortlessly cruel and radiant. Vivian Lancaster.

"My son, Lucian, is trapped in a darkness he refuses to leave," Emelia said, her gaze locking onto mine. "Not just because he is blind, but because he is waiting for a woman who will never return. A woman whose voice sounds exactly like yours when you aren't sobbing like a child."

She pulled a digital recorder from her Birkin and pressed play. It was a clip of me from an old radio drama—a scene where I played a cold, aristocratic heiress.

"That," she pointed to the recorder, "is the voice of Vivian Lancaster. My son’s fiancée. She ran to Paris the night of the accident, but he doesn't know that. He thinks she’s... recovering in a private clinic. If he hears that voice again, he’ll agree to the surgery. He’ll return to the board. He’ll return to me."

"You want me to gaslight a blind man," I said, the horror sinking into my marrow. "You want me to play a part to trick a man who’s already lost his sight."

"I want you to be his 'tamer'," Emelia corrected, her tone sharpening. "He is a beast right now, Celeste. Volatile, broken, and dragging our legacy into the dirt. He needs Vivian. He needs to believe she’s back to beg for his forgiveness. You provide the performance, and I provide the millions for that boy in the ICU."

She stepped closer, the scent of her perfume—something floral and expensive—clashing with the medicinal air. "Fifty thousand now. The rest of the bills settled tonight. No more debt. No more charity wards. Just a job, Celeste. The performance of a lifetime."

I looked back toward the ICU doors. I thought of Noah’s small, still hand. Then I looked at the briefcase.

"What if he finds out?" I asked, my heart hammering.

"He won’t," Emelia said with chilling certainty. "He’s blind, desperate, and in love. He’ll believe whatever his ears tell him. The question is, Celeste... how much is your brother’s life worth to you?"

I looked at the money, then at the door where my brother lay fighting for his next breath. My voice was all I had left. And if it could save him, I was willing to sell it to the devil.

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