Talliah Eryn Castillego POV
I watched Rainer silently. I know he knows that I was intently looking at him. He didn't even raise his head to glance at me because his whole attention was on the plate even though he hardly ate. I took a deep sigh when his food was left almost untouched.
I didn't know that he's also a hard-headed person. I hope his head down there is also hard. Argh! Rainer, I'm getting old soon! Right, I'm older than him, but it's not that I'm too old. We only have a five-year-gap for fuck's sake.
"Are you really not going to eat?" I asked him while sipping my juice.
I prepared for him because today is his birthday. I made sure that all the foods laid out in front of him were all his favorite foods.
Earlier, he was still wondering why I knew his favorite foods but he just didn't comment. I've been noticing that he's been quiet since we left the room.
I know for sure that in his mind, he's already murdering me. I'm so sure that he wants to escape this house and run away from me. I also know that until now, he might be thinking that his family might be worried about him.
The thing I love the most about Rainer is that he is so family-oriented. He loves his family so much. For years of stalking him, I know that he's a 'family first over himself' kind of a guy. He is that good of a son and a brother.
I'm so sure he would be the best father to my children and a good husband to me. I smirked at that thought.
The corner of my lips rose up when he dropped the spoon and fork and stared coldly at me. Fuck, how can he be that handsome while angrily looking at me? The way he looked, it was like he was melting me. Of all men in this entire planet. Rainer is the only one who can affect me this much.
"I have no appetite."
He said with no emotion as he stared at his plate with a frown. I know that he's already hungry. He just can't eat because he's mad at me.
"You should eat, we have something to do later. If I were you, I should eat 'cause you need a lot of energy for later," I uttered while grinning from ear to ear.
"I said I don't have an appetite. Why are you insisting?” He snapped while his brows knitted.
I sweetly smiled at him while wiping my lips with the tissue, "I've already told you to eat, 'cause you need it more than me. But because you are stubborn, don't blame me if you get tired quickly later."
He raised his right eyebrow as if asking me what I'm talking about.
"Where's my cell phone?"
I snapped my head at him and smiled, “I threw it away. . .” I said like it's no big deal while staring at my nails.
Rainer suddenly stood up from his chair and looked at me angrily.
"Why did you do that?! I will call Mom. You really have no heart!” He spat angrily at my face
“Chill. I threw it away, because it's already old." I uttered while standing from my seat and walked towards the living room to get his new phone.
His cellphone is too old. Needs to be replaced. My baby deserves all the beautiful and expensive things in the world. I returned to the dining table carrying the paper bag where his new phone was placed. I ordered Jazzy to bought this earlier before he kidnapped him.
"Here's your new phone. I wish you had thrown it away. That's too cheap for you."
Rainer looked at the paper bag I was holding with disgust. The way he looked, it was as if he was insulting me. He laughed while looking at it.
"You really expect me to accept that? That's from you, the only evil woman I know." He uttered icily.
I was stunned, not because he didn't accept the cellphone I gave him, but because he spoke English! Fuck! Fuck! Why is he so fucking hot while speaking in English! My god, Talliah! Did you already forget that your baby is so genius as fuck!
“Damn. You're so hot." I said while biting my lower lip.
Heat runs through my spine down to my thighs. Argh! What the hell is wrong with me? He's only speaking in English Talliah and you're so amazed with that? Are you really that thirsty to him? I might be lying if I would deny the fact that I've been craving for his touch.
He looked at me from head to toe in disbelief. The way he stared at me, it felt like I'm some kind of a dirty woman standing in front of him.
"I will not accept that. Give me my cellphone so I can go home." he said coldly while staring into my two blue eyes. I laughed sarcastically at him.
"Do you think I will even allow you to go home?"
He stared at me "What else do you want? You already kissed me! You got what you wanted! you took my first kiss that should have been given to the girl I love! But, what? You took it! You have no heart!” He shouted while gritting his teeth, as if he was about to explode.
"So what else do you want? I want to go home. You can't get anything from me, so can you let me go?" he weakly asked.
My heart ached for some reason. Why does he say I got what I wanted? A kiss is not enough, Rainer! I waited a long time for you and then you say I got what I want? I don't just want a kiss! I want your whole existence—your body, your mind, your heart, and soul—so I can't have you until you fall for me. Rainer, without you, it feels like something is missing. . . and I won't let you go now that you're here so I can mark you.
You belong with me, only to me, and no one else should own you except me.
I walked slowly towards his direction. I saw fear in his brown orbs as he slowly took a step back away from me. I smirked when I saw that at his last step, his back already met the edge of the table. I smirked when he was about to run but I quickly blocked him.
I saw him gulp as I was standing in front of him. I put the paper bag on the table before I faced him. I could see in his eyes that he really wanted to get away.
We stared at each other's eyes. My blue eyes met his brown eyes. I'm as tall as his eyes because I'm a tall woman, but I'm definitely smaller than him because he's still tall.
I slowly lifted my right hand to touch his hair. He jumped in shock when my soft hand caressed his shiny hair. He was about to held my wrist but I stopped him immediately.
"Don't." I uttered while looking deeply at his brown orbs.
"You want to badly go home, right?" I asked in a soft voice. He nodded slowly.
Why does it hurt so bad? Rainer, you don't know how much I'm hurting right now.
I smiled while touching his clenched jaw. The smoothness of his skin is so perfect for my soft palm. He was staring at me intently while waiting for what I would say next so I smiled.
"You can go home tomorrow."
I said that made his eyes widened. I smirked when I saw hope shining in his eyes. Don't be too excited, baby. I'm not done yet.
"But... I have a favor to ask..." I uttered slowly.
He looked at my eyes intensely waiting for my other words.
His right brow flicked upwards as he slowly licked his lips in a slow manner. I was distracted so my attention fell on his lips "What favor?" he asked full of curiosity.
I lick my lips, amused by the way he asked. You really want to go home. I see.
My fingers slowly trace his lower lip. I can feel the softness of his lips. Rainer cleared his throat causing me to look up at him.
"What favor?" he asked again.
My heart beats harshly inside my chest. If he will reject my favor. It's okay. I won't force him.
"Can you sleep with me tonight..." I muttered lowly. I bit my lower lip because I could feel the tension between us.
I saw how his lips parted a bit while he was looking at my blue orbs.
"Please just tonight..." my voice is begging this time. My god, Talliah!
You sound so desperate! I saw how he looked at me intently. My stomach went cold at his innocent stare.
I laugh awkwardly while stepping back "Don't mind my favor. You can go home tomorrow." I tapped his cheeks for the last time and turned my heels wanting to disappear in this moment.
But I hadn't taken a few steps when someone stopped my arm. My heart suddenly jumped at the contact. I felt my face heated furiously. I calmed my nerves and slowly tilted my head to face Rainer.
I calmed down my face so that he wouldn't notice my inner restlessness because of his touch.
“Hmm... Do you need something?” I asked to get his attention.
I saw him gulping before biting his lower lip. I saw how his ear turned red as he bent down a little. Avoiding my eyes.
"I agree." he softly muttered.
"I agree to the favor you ask." he said clearly. Now he looked straight into my eyes causing my lips to part. Is he serious?
"You don't have to decide. If you're forced to."
"I'm not forced." He said clearly again this time before pulling the chair beside him.
My jaw dropped as I was looking at him eating his food now.
The heat quickly spread to my face. I bit my lower lip to stop myself from smiling excitedly.
I continued to walk into the room. This will be a wonderful night for me. Rainer and I inside my room? Fucking each others brains out? This makes me excited, making me also giggle while taking a shower.
Of course, I made sure that I'll smell nice for him. I will do my best and full performance so that he won't be able to forget our first night together.
I guess I should say goodbye to my virginity by now because I'll be reborn in a bit. And tomorrow, the obsessed Talliah is a virgin-no-more.
I slowly came out of the bathroom while only wearing a bathrobe. I blow dry my black and wavy hair first. I put lotion on my body. I smiled while staring at my reflection in the mirror and tapped my cheeks when it blushed. Damn, am I too excited?
I sat on the bed while looking at the wall clock hanging on the wall. It's already 8pm. Maybe if we start now, we will have more time to do this thing.
Seconds. . . minutes. . . hours had passed by, but Rainer hadn't come in yet. I snorted while staring at my nails. I stared into nothingness and smiled sweetly. Even if I have to wait for a long time. It's okay if I'll wait for the man I love. He's always worth the wait anyway.
What's taking him so long? I don't want to look more desperate so I slowly crawled to the middle of the bed. I was ready to sleep when the door slowly opened.
My eyes widened while my heart beat harshly inside my chest when I saw Rainer slowly walking inside my room. Even just by wearing a white shirt and a pair of black shorts, my baby is still so handsome and beautiful than usual. Damn, is he even real? The shower gel I bought from Jazzy stung my nose.
I'm going to make it through the night. I immediately stood up while my eyes glistened with happiness. So, this is it, huh? The dream I've always dreamed about is only seconds away from happening.
"Sit down." I motioned him to go to the edge of my bed.
Rainer stared at me intently before he slowly sat on the bed while I stood in front of him. I lifted my hands to touch his cheeks, I felt like my heart wanted to burst out of my ribcage when Rainer let me touch him.
I slowly untangled my bathrobe that made his eyes widen. I smiled creepily when I saw him gulp as the bathrobe slowly fell down from my body to the floor. My rich breasts and my clean femininity were exposed in front of him.
His intense gaze was focused on my body that made my pussy wet. When he looked up at me, I saw the darkness, lust, and desire in his brown orbs. I like it even more because of what I see. So, I really do have an effect on him already, huh?
Slowly, I let my middle finger travel towards my wet pussy and enter it. It made him swallow real hard. That's good, baby.
Just be thirsty for me. I can feel my juices wrapped around my fingers. I smiled sweetly at him and pulled out my finger.
"Baby, open your mouth," I ordered, he pressed his lips together while he was shyly looking at me.
Dang it. He's so cute.
"Baby, open your damn mouth." I ordered while smiling sweetly at him.
I smirked when his lips parted. I wasted no time and suddenly put my middle finger with white juice in his mouth. His eyes suddenly widened because of what I did.
"Try to spit it out, you'll see." I threatened him.
"Lick it," He hesitated at first but when he saw the sparkle in my eyes he slowly licked my finger while not taking his eyes off of me.
He skillfully licked my fingers, making my body hotter that it has ever been. I couldn't resist and sat on his lap.
But my eyes suddenly widened when I felt something very hard under his shorts. I looked at him in awe and shock at how hard he is right now.
He shyly avoided my gaze while I'm looking at him. Aww. . . my baby is shy. My baby is so fucking turned on! My heart immediately rejoiced.
I wasted no time and quickly pressed my lips with his. I kissed him like a hungry horny bitch while grinding my pussy on his bulge. It made him groan like he was both in pain and in pleasure. Then, I moved my lips hungrily with his lips. When he wasn't moving his, I bit his lower lip, then frustratedly pulled his hair while grinding faster.
"Fucking kiss me back." I ordered softly while still kissing him.
I smiled as he slowly imitated the movement of my lips. That's right, baby boy. I grabbed his hands and brought them to my two breasts. I got even wetter when I felt his very warm hands.
“Oh. . . fuck That's it. . .” I grunted as he squeezed both of my breasts.
My kisses and licks went to his jaw, making his breathing uneven. I grinned as I looked for the hem of his shirt. When I found it, I quickly took his shirt off from his body.
My smile widened and my eyes felt like it formed a heart shape when I saw his ripped abs. I suddenly drooled while touching them. I suddenly flinched as he squeezed my breasts harder.
So, this is what he gets from being a hardworking person in their farm, huh? I lifted my head to see his drunk face, intently looking at me. I smiled sweetly at him, but he didn't even smile back.
"Prepare yourself because the real battle starts now." I winked before claiming his lips hungrily. Seconds later he kissed me back with the same ferocity.