He stayed at home again and again for several days. During this time, he and Wang Yanqing also sent many SMS messages to each other, telling each other their feelings of not giving up and missing. Lin's heart began to think of the time when he was with her at school, which was lingering.
it was not a very sunny day. The weather was not very hot. Lin Fenglin got up at 9:00 like these days and cleaned up his small but tidy home. After eating what his mother had prepared, Lin Fenglin and his mother said, "Mom, I haven't been to Yanger mountain for a long time. It's a nice day today. I'm going to play?"
"are you alone?" Asked Lin Mu.
"well, just go to play, eat something on it at noon, and then go home for dinner at night." Lin Fenglin replied. (there is also a family area below Yanger mountain. There are places for selling snacks and eating.)
"well, you can relax yourself. Don't hold it at home!" Lin Mu nodded and agreed, "take care of your own safety and don't go to dangerous places. By the way, don't go to the mountain road you haven't walked for many years."
"I know. Don't worry!" After Lin Fenglin finished speaking, he went to the direction of Yanger mountain.
Yanger mountain, the abbreviation of a group of ordinary mountains, has an average altitude of about 300 meters. However, because it is the only mountain in xiangtian company and nearby towns, and the green vegetation on the mountain has not been damaged, many people go there every spring and summer. Some farmers also started business at the foot of Yanger mountain, because the tourists usually don't prepare anything to eat, so their business is good.
after about half an hour's walk, Lin Fenglin came to the foot of Yanger mountain, looked up at the continuous green ocean in front of him, and breathed much cleaner air than the company's family area, as if his heart had been cleaned up a lot.
Lin Fenglin walked along the path that was not very smooth, and walked slowly up and down. Looking at the pine trees, cypress trees and Wutong trees around, it seemed that when I was back to my childhood, my father and mother came here to play with their heads up and looked up at the sky, as if the kite that had been kown off in childhood was flying in the air and flew to the place where it belonged. It seems that all the rest places around are so familiar with each other, telling the past carefree. Lin Fenglin went to a wide place to stand, looked at the ant like people and vehicles at the foot of the mountain, watched some couples snuggle up the mountain, and Wang Yanqing's mischievous smile appeared in his mind, wrinkled his nose, and he could not help but miss it. It's a pity that now the two have separated and don't know if they will meet again, but Lin Fenglin is very confident that he will always love the one who lives in his heart. Now in their mind, they play back their two years of college, truancy, surfing the Internet and playing table tennis together There is also a smile on my face!
suddenly I think of the strange Taoist I met in the car. Ha ha, it seems that he really knows everything. It seems that he said something about the wind, the clouds, the earth, and finally he said, "be safe when you need it, keep your heart". I don't know whether this man is a madman or what. Lin Fenglin shook his head ironically, unable to figure out why he paid so much attention to this What the Taoist said may be a madman. At this time, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, but it can't warm Lin Fenglin's lonely heart.
keep walking up. There is no hot feeling at the foot of the mountain. The cool breeze blows Lin's thin face. Everything seems so lonely. Maybe the only anger is the people around him.
slowly walk up to the top of the mountain. Lin Fenglin quietly walked to the edge of the mountain top, the wind was blowing, the cicada was also shouting, everything seemed so lonely, he slowly closed his eyes, now the whole sky is so quiet, without a trace of disturbance. If the Taoist is there, he will be very strange or even surprised. He will fully integrate into nature and devote himself to nature. Such a spectacle will happen to a person who is not a cultivator. (the instantaneous enlightenment of the cultivator is to experience nature, and there are few cases like Lin Fenglin who is not a cultivator.) generally, as long as the cultivator enters such instantaneous enlightenment, he will wake up at least one level, but now he only meets a person who is not a cultivator.
Lin Fenglin stood quietly like this. After about an hour, Lin Fenglin's eyes suddenly opened. If someone looked from the front, he would find that Lin Fenglin's eyes seemed to have endless starry sky, deep and unreachable, which was very attractive.
"ah Ah... " Lin Fenglin suddenly shouted loudly, his heart was still, everything was figured out, and the sun in the sky was not so hot.
in fact, in the moment of instant enlightenment, Lin Fenglin seems to see endless starry sky, countless stars and planets are destroying and regenerating. As if he was a spectator, he witnessed the beginning and end of life. At this moment, Lin Fenglin figured out that love can't be forced. As long as he and Wang Yanqing really love each other, the result will be better.
it seems that many people know this simple truth, but it's not so simple. If they really understand it, then how can so many suicides or murders happen for love? So sometimes many seemingly simple reasons are not so simple.
but at this time, Lin Fenglin really figured it out. Unconsciously, Lin Fenglin's mood improved a lot, but he just felt a lot better, as if he could see farther. I took out my watch and looked around 10:30. Then I looked up at the mountain nearby. I thought it was still early. I went down there to have some food and went to other places in the afternoon. It's still walking slowly, but people look different. They enjoy the natural beauty happily, hum songs, and feel very comfortable without the influence of heat.
as the saying goes, it's easy to go up and down the mountain. When it's 12 o'clock, I finally arrive at the place where I set out from the foot of the mountain in the morning. At this time, Lin felt a little tired. He quickly found a small restaurant that looked good. Lin ate something casually, sat there and rested for a while, and was ready to walk on another road that no one had walked for a long time.
I remember when I was in junior high school, my parents brought me here to point to that road. It seems that some people didn't come back from here decades ago, and then asked him to stop. But Lin didn't feel scared at all, maybe it was related to mood. Because he thinks that different roads will have different landscapes, will give people different feelings of enjoyment, and dangerous places will have more beautiful landscapes waiting for him.
at this time, Lin Fenglin forgot what his mother told him before he went out.
make sure to pay attention, Lin Fenglin walked in the direction of memory, and finally found the way up the mountain in the grass, and walked up slowly. Now the only thing he regretted was that he didn't bring a knife. It was very tired to walk like this, but he still didn't plan to go back.
just walk slowly and open the road by hand, and enjoy the different scenery from that road. I don't know how long it took for Lin Fenglin to feel a little tired. He took a rest there and looked down. It was covered with grass and trees. He couldn't see the following scene at all. He took out his cell phone and looked down at the next time, which was about 2 p.m. and said to himself, there is still time. Go on, don't let yourself regret!
encouraged myself, and then went to the top of the mountain. More and more grass, the road is more and more difficult to walk, but it does not affect Lin Fenglin's determination.