It was the past. You try to comfort your self. You need to get a grip of your self. You are a grow up woman now, a 28th years old woman! You can't take your childish feeling to get in the way of the job you dream about! You have to be professional. At that time your phone is vibrating, it is Secretary Kang.
You answer her call and apologize to her, you make a reason of going to the toilet because of your sudden stomacheache. Jae Hee inform you to come and meet the CEO, he is waiting in his room.
You need about 5 minutes to reach your new office, Kang Jae Hee welcome you and ask if you are okay, and you smile. She knocks on CEO door and wait for his respond, after you hear his approval, you enter the room.
Just when you get over of your past feeling , you have to be shocked because the CEO of your is the man you were escaped from. You feel panicked and he seem to sense that. You didn't want to destroy your chance, nor your job, nor your dream , so you take a deep breath and smile formally to him, greet him politely.
He see your swift demeanor and kinda feel curious with that but he choose to be professional.
"What is your name?" He ask formally. You flinch, even though as professional as he is, is it necessary for him to pretend that he doesn't know your name?
"Lee Hyu Ri imnida...." You don't have a choice but to answer him politely.
He is checking your CV.
"You graduated from Seoul University? At 2011?" He ask again after reading your profile. You answer him, still trying to be polite.... But you start to feel irritated from his acting.
"I see...." He said. From all of the respond he just say that? Isn't that fact spark any memory about you even in the case he forget you. Both of you graduated from the same Univesity at the same years.
He then inform about your job which is mostly about helping Secretary Kang on her job. It is her request to have an assistant because she feel that she is not able to handle everything just by her own. He mocks Jae Hee about that but he doesn't has a choice to refuse, so he agreed to employing a secretary's assistant.
"That's all.... You may leave" he instruct you then continue his job reading some documents. You've got enought.
"Yak...." You break the formality. He can't believe what he just heard but he is staring at you. Expressionless.
"Is this really neccesary for you to pretend that you don't know me?" you finally speak, he still staring, puzzled.
"Yaak....." He irritated you more. "Just because I shamelessly gotten rejected by you, I still can't pretend to don't know you at all!" You vent your anger.
"Rejected? By me?" It puzzled him even more.
"That's right! You! You silly jerk! It is really stupid of me , why should I even love a person like you for these 10 years even after you reject me. Why should I even feel this heart broken again when you can so easily forget me! When every single memory of you is held dearly by me!" You've become teary-eyed.
"You love me?" He is amused. You gasped. Realizing your stupidity, again.
"No! Not at all! Never!" You shout loudly, if your shout can erase the fact that you mouthing this stupid love things, you gonna shout louder.
"I clearly hear you though. Listen.... I don't know where we ever met or how I reject you. But I really can't remember you at all" He adds salt on your wound.
"Han Ryu Min.... you bastard! I really want to chew you and crushed you into pieces!" It silence him at once. He try to comprehend the situation. Soon, he smirks at you, make you frown.
"Han Ryu Min? Are you mistook me as my brother?" His statement makes you think hardly. What is he saying about. Is Ryu Min has a brother? Your mind searching through the memory. He has!
"He never say he has a twin!" You try to argue.
"We are not a twin... He is 5 years younger....." He explain. You are silence, for a seconds. You observe him carefully. In comparasion he is indeed has a different vibe from Ryu Min. He is serious and cold, while Ryu Min is perky and warm. Their apperance is different too, he is charismatic and Ryu Min isn't serious and like to play around.
You laugh dryly, grasping the situation.
"Hehe.... Then....who are you?" You finally ask.
"CNR's company CEO, Han Ju Min imnida...." He introduce himself. Now you are staring on the table's name. It is clearly written "Han Ju Min -CEO" why on earth can't you find it any sooner!
"Ah right.... Hello.... It's nice to meet you" you try to smile.... Hardly.... But you really ready to cry of shame.
He tilts his head, can't really grasping this strange moments. "I'm not sure I feel the same though" he "smile". What an awful first impression you give on him.