ELIJAH'S POV.
I guess the mate bond was one of the reasons we were sent off access miles away from our home for us to get our education,
At first, it was hard for me to Blend in, Elias had blended in white quickly, we were both handsome and had the same physical features but the difference remained was had a bad boy aura to him.
He was often the center of attention even when, he was good at his studies and had high grades but still, he could not help with the bad boy routine he always kept,
I on the other hand had an upright discipline and was always aware of my environment, I could not just ignore the wrong thing as often I found myself correcting most things Elias did in public and this did earn me a bad review from people.
Most people felt I was quite jealous of my very own brother and some others knew it was nothing just me being meek but most of all we had a transfer student in class, JennaMiless.
Jenna isn't American, as a matter of fact, she was adopted just Like Elias and me, she's half Asian half African and that did can't hear the looks, the psyche, and the smarts, imagine coming from two great continents,
It was just the perfect lady, I had a key admirer of her, and the first instance I had set my eyes on her I could feel a jolt of electricity in through me but I had never been the man with the pick up line of you are the love of my life neither would I tell. Lady ok had found her and fallen in love with her and immediately saw her using the geekish language of love at first sight.
Those things were just off limits for me, there were things I would never, not under any condition opt for.
It was just never ending with me, never ending with no thoughts and I being a man if my principle stuck to myself and my guide of self esteem and self restraint.
But as the days passed I sensed it was more than just. Fling or seems I stand attraction, I could sense a Bond between us but then again as much as I wanted it to be true I could not just jump into silly conclusions.
Eliasandiwase quite young before we left The Pack house, we knew not much about Mates a bit like my mother would say, when you see your own for you then you know it, and once the sight is matched the pull would work then come she touch and then the Spark.
But nothing much happens after that, it was simply a one sided love trying, I
I tended to keep it that way for a while until I was brave enough to approach her.
I could not just walk up to her and claim that she is my Mate. I could not fit two reasons: the first is at the moment being that she is human.
From the little I know and I have learned about humans I know they do not feel the bond we wolves do, from my research , readings and digging up history as most of the memories I held about the pace as already filling out to be nothing but more which I know are forgetting day after day.
But the internet is quite useful, its cake is handy although I did wonder how humans knew so much about it and even kept it all in detail.
But I had little time to know to wonder and keep dreaming on as soon enough Jenna and I were paired in class for a project,
The touch came and I knew instantly she was the one, the sparks flew and I felt my wall above than ever, possessive than ever, stronger than ever, it wanted nothing more than to complete the marking and mating and mark her as I claim her as mine.
As much as the idea came forth and I majored in several things,sketchings out little plans on how to approach her and ask her out, the first time was for her to be my girlfriend then the many others could go down after that.
But that never happened, my plans were damaged don't he Second day as News spread kike wildfire and got to m the very moments I stepped Through the school gates that she had asked Elias out and he said yes to her.
I felt a pain like never before as cold chills ran down my spine, I could hardly believe it, I made no choice about this. I meant Harm to a torn but my twin brother.
Of course, like f ill u kept the whom thing to yourself and didn't say a word about finding my mate to Elias, he knew won't Jenna was my mate and after seeing his much they're are in love I decided to. keep it that way.
Although I feared for Jenna, she had fallen head over heels for my twin brother Elias and I knew he loved he'd as well but not as much as she loved him, Elias still went about snooping and sneaky about sleeping around with her friends and many of the girls began her back.
Thus continued till high school and finally we were close to graduating, although at this moment things became better for everyone but not for me, Jenna and I became closer but she saw me as nothing other than the twin brother to her lover.
She held me close and told me things, her arms, had scars and her fears, even at times she told me secrets She would never tell to anyone And that made us even closer and our bond tighter.
It occurred to me in one of her talks that she knew about illicit affairs and still she had said nothing about it.
.she found out he was sleeping around with her best friend but she was just so much in love with him that she could not herself end things with him.
For Jenna she was going through so much pain, one thing is being with someone who has zero interest in you another is going back and forth, with dwindling interest confusing you as to what to do and what not I do or say.
The whole thing was quite a mess, way too much of a mess for me to handle, my wolf got hurt and I hurt badly seeing how much she meant to me and told me her pain and fears not knowing how much impact it had on me.
But then can't hear as nothing I could do, she loves my brother like no other would and he chose to screw around with her, I got the whole idea and still kept things going on as they had been for as long as I can still happy that she gives me attention and trusted me even way more than she did with Elias.
That's a single thing which I was way ahead of Elias with and it still did me good. I was satisfied with it and Kept watching her from afar.
But not all things kady long, at least I had holes for them it would, although she was my mate and I loved her beyond measures it explanation, although the one side thing had killed me way more than I thought it would, although I Feels and my heart was crashed into a thousand pieces each time I saw them hanging out together I knew there was nothing I could do about it.
One fateful day Jenna had visited home like always. I was out not horn at the mo.rnta ns she had walked in on Elias having sex with some random girl who was like a friend to Jenna.
Of course, Jenna know of his illicit affair a but she had never walked in on Him and that had been one of her greatest fears,
She threw a fit that very day and Hurled all sorts of insults at Elias but he stood unfazed and didn't bother rendering an explanation or apology for his attitude…
Jenna had made the Threat to break up with him on the spot and expected him to plead with her but then my brother is my brother, Elias acting Like the one devilish witch he was, he hadn't done a single thing about it, and told her to go off..
I walked in just at the moment and tried to set out the satisfaction of things but things had gone way too far already, beyond my reach, beyond my help, he asked her to leave and told her clearly that he was becoming bored of her already and needed some voice in his life.
I had tried talking Elias out of it but he questioned why I was so I sang the whole thing and I didn't know henni ende suo telling him she was my mate and had been my mate for years.
Although Jenn seemed not to understand the whole thing about the mate of a word, she was quick to catch up that I had liked her for a long time and that I had done nothing about it.
She seemed angry about this little mistake of mine, although could not Point out the reason why she walked Out on me in such a manner and why she ended up directing the whole anger at me when the major enemy was Elias but that was not what mattered at the moment.
It was elias simple speech,
"I knew all along"