ELIJAH'S POV.
Hearing Elias speak pierces my heart, his words crushed me totally. It was at that moment I saw the true meaning to him. I asked him why he did it but he had no other excuse rather than saying I had the perfect life and he hates it.
I have nothing compared to Elias, our parents love us equally and even if they did have. It didn't matter to any of us, they didn't let it sow and that was what had kept the peace in the house for long.
Coming here to shop we got the same allowance, the same number of calls from them, the same. The same cost and level of gifts, we both got the same vacation nothing was way beyond another which was where the whole confusion began to set in.
He Could not just walk in and tag me as having a perfect life or some crap at that,
We had gotten into a fight that very day but it would escalate, however, my wolf had me on most restraint telling me Jenna Was my eyes priority at the moment and not some other Bitch or brother on the side.
Like that was not enough I decided to let things be and see things through down to the way they ought to normally,
I ignored him for days and he didn't rh Same with me, as for Jenna she built up a wall around herself, she would not meet with anyone in and lost all ha trust in human kind
Her friends all betrayed my sleeping with her and I, when she had trusted me, had watched the whole thing go on and I acted like I knew nothing about it.
She was pained By the hat fact and asked why I had not aided a thing even when I knew, I loved what we have, what we shared and I you do not destroy the friendship between us so what she was soaking of I.had no idea but still I figured it made little or no sense
All I could do was watch her act out and do her thing the way she wanted it to.b, I kept my distance from her and watched her from afar but not so long after her parents got into a ghastly accident, both losing their lives simultaneously.
Once again Elias had beat me to it and approached her way before I could, although I knew he had no true intention to be with her nor did he have any feelings of Sorts for her. All he wanted to do was to get back at me for nothing at all.
To him she was just an object which was used to play around to get to me, foolishly she crawled back into his claws and believed in him and he lied as well,
I figured she was still in love with him and it broke me all over again, even when she knew he was Joking. Around with her and he didn't care about her feelings still went back to him
I felt more miserable than I have ever done and decided turning my back on both he and Jenna hwrswk was the best thing to do.
I decided to move on with my life and ignore her, whether I am or not. It was not like there Could be anything between us either way, she's human, and I'm a wood. it was not too hot to work out anyways besides she would not be willing to be an like some set of voodoo sh remains stuck to Elias.
It had hit me badly and hurt me in the most manner but there was nothing I Could fi about it. A few weeks tossed by and our graduation drew nearer but I realized she was having problems financially.
She could hardly support herself and could not keep up With the expenses of merely living, not to speak of the expenses that come with schooling.
There was little to nothing that could be done about it but I decided to approach her as an anonymous person. I gave her allowances every now and then and she was always so grateful but I kept my identity hidden from her.
That was the only way I could be in touch with her, although weeks passed and she must have realized she had done the wrong thing going back to Elias.
.she had managed out at me and said she had nothing to do with humans anymore but she came leaping back at Elias the very minute he reached out to her.
I think she might have been built thrilled but then she came back around to seek my forgiveness. I was too lazy to forgive her, too hurt to acknowledge her apology. I knew she was doing it because she knew she was at fault but then again cousin to forgive her.
Although speaking to her up close really did make my heart neat at an insane pace and every anger initially melted as well along with it but I just could not listen to her pleas.
For the first reason is that it would do more harm than good to be friends with her since again, that's the essence of being so close to her when all I can do is watch her fool around with my brother who wants nothing but to rub it in my face while I remain on the side as a good friend and continue to cheer them on.
Besides it would never have been the same as it was before, we would both obviously be extra careful around Each other, she would not trust me anymore and neither would I, besides that I do not suppose she would go around telling her story her pain and fears to me anymore, it's basically pointless, being strangers was the best option for starters.
The second is that the more. I act to arm and cozy towards her the lover she would remain as an item to be added by Elias, its obvious and I had been it clear that he had no feelings for her whatsoever, all he wants to do was have her rubbed in on my face and let me feel the pain of he having my mate all to. himself.
I distanced myself from her, from everyone and I grew to be cold, colder than I was, and mostly diet, I didn't want to have anything to do with anyone on a close and personal level.
But then just before I got a chance to heal from it I heard news about the death of my very own father and mother. It had hit both Elias and me in a sore spot that we immediately forgot about our beef and the arguments shared.
There was the last I saw of Jenna, Elias I'm the other hand had best of withdrawn in the whole parent's death thing and didn't have time for her anymore, I wondered how to hurt she would have been but then again she shoved me aside and eny brother over me so I had zero reasons to be worried or bothered about her.
Seeing Kate reminded me of her. She was jizya, playful and framed with a smile notwithstanding the equation of things. I had decided not to give in to her and I was cold at first.
Ride, heartless, pushy, cold, disrespectful, as a matter of fact, I did tcu sga my I'm an would loathe one for almost immediately but kate was not like that.
She took her time with me, spent time with me, cared for me, showed me love and affection, for the first Time in my natural life apart from the parental care I felt from my true parents as well as my sister's parents . I am the true meaning of love..
I had gotten so used t the one
Sided love i had with jenna that if kate could as much i smile back to me it was just enough.
But she proceed me wrong, she showed me more, made me understood more to life more to love and not to people,
Things went by smoothly between us and I got really cautious about her around elias.
Although he seemed to have changed and withdrawn into his shells but a man could not change that easily he seemed to have eyes for whatever was mine and I had zero intentions of losing late to hon tho time.
Although I kept it a secret from her that I was a twin not because Elias wanted to be a secret from everyone but because I didn't want her to know of his existence.
I had the same look as him, the same psyche we were just as equally smart bit I could sense he was better than me in most ways, for no reason at all I Knew when was above me and I was scared,
Fear that she would leave me just like henna had and run after , that she would leave just at the snap of his fingers, fear of things like that made me so obsessed and over protective around her.
I made sure she was always in my chambers all through and whenever it was time to elias to eat I was sure she had been sent on an errand far away,
for long I managed to keep her hidden away from elias but it couldn't for much longer as eventually a day came and he figured it all out.
I freaked out, I became hysterical, I yelled at her anytime she served me for too long or anytime she stayed out long with Elias, of course only Maggie could differ but I didn't want Kate knowing about it yet..
It got to some point we both broke into a fight and I ended up strangling her a bit, my wolf being a possessive earning domination and would not take No for an answer.
She looked me in the eyes and all she could see was a monster, she began to avoid me and kept up a malice but most Importantly she feared me and I could see yet again that led exactly what Elias wanted and he went away yet again.
Like a fool I believed him and I acted out, he got me at the exact point where he needed me to be, this time he had no done a single thing, I turned the relationship I built with kate by myself with my very own hands, my Trust issues and my insecurities