ELIJAH'S POV.
I was broken once again, seeing how she avoided me like I was a plague, maybe even worse. Whenever we crossed paths she avoided me and would not even look up at me.
She kept herself all coupled up like it was the best thing she could do, I did not know what I did at the moment, I spent each day thinking about her and how I had just her.
I had hurt not just physically but emotionally, I had strangled her out of jealousy and guilt but then again I was so close to flipping off.
I had held back just in time to avoid being dead, but then again I had no reason, u had no excuse I had no explanation of any sort, I could not just tell her that I had ignored acts out because she was spending too much time with me.
I saw that she could not tell the difference between Elias and me and I saw immediately that it was just as horrible,
.she smiles with him the same way she did find me, she jokes around with him the same way she did with me.
She had zero ideas h was my twin Bright and at first I blame it on her, then I blamed it on myself but then after I noticed Elias who had always been the one who told me Kate was nothing other than my impending doom lying await for me ended up spending much more time with her.
I had no excuse and I had no explanation to give to her which is why I decided to start away from Her.
I was worried, devastated, and weak for a long time. I wanted to approach her, maybe explain a thing or two to her but I could not do anything about it. It was just going to be the same and kept a secret as I still was still insecure about it.
Not long after, a matter of few days after the accident of jennab had taken place and a call was put out through Jenna's sponsor, she had gotten into an accident and she needed quite a high amount of money for the surgery.
I was perplexed, I was scared, and I could not lose Jenna, not yet, although I had gotten to a point with Kate but I still could not ignore my one true soulmate.
I remember pleading with Elias to take up my position in the company as I was not auf how far I won't be done and I knew one little slip and the over ambitious board members would make that to their use.
I could not let the set be empty for long, of course, Elias being his usual self had to flaunt that he told me from the very beginning that she had zero interest in things like this.
Eventually, after Enough pleas and bargains he decided to take up the position for a few weeks, and if I Am Not around by a specific date that Would be all, he had no time to care about it and be cautious of me.
I was startled at does but then again I knew he would be just as daddy and I might come back before then, surprisingly he was good that the job as I let him off in charge of the company for the first two days before finally flying back through the plane to meet with Jenna.
Jenna had always been the one person who could tell the difference between Elias and me just as I'm spouting us, even from a distance she could tell it was me.
Although the was shocked to understand that I was her anonymous sponsor after all I had ignored her head and I had acted coldly towards Her till she left.
Once again I could feel her mate bond between us, we became closer and we did things together, we both avoided speaking of Elias but every once in a while his name was being mentioned, we just did not Steer off him as a topic as a whole.
Jenna apologized about her whole attitude towards me and I felt so ashamed for having done back to Elias rather than me, I could not tell her Elias had never really liked her from the very beginning.
I could not tell her she was just a few instruments used f get at me it was not possible so I let her believe he was still home and hurting from the loss of our parents
It was something wanted Her to believe, Jenna and I became much close to the extent that we had our first kiss while she was healing and after she had completely healed I still states up with her in the states
I had several other friends there so I decided to spend the time d a little bit of going on a vacation, there was a get together for the school set of our gear and I lenses up main g out with Jenna that very night.
She wanted me as much as I wanted her as we were both vulnerable, see enjoyed a mind blowing sex but then I could not bring myself to mark her
I had the urge to mark her as. Could feel my vaccines elongate on their own accord and my teeth graze against the Arne k and shoulder but once again I kept a Tight restraint on myself,
I could not do it knowing well I had to keep a tight hold and once oh had proceeded with it there would be no going back at all, I would be stuck with her and she with me but then I would have to bring her into the dark part of the world.
I would have to explain the whole concept of Supernaturals and mates and lovers and wolves and the Lycans which I and Elias are,
I would make her see the true meaning of Mate Bond and all but I just could not, she loved the human world and had lots of great expectations on it and about it,
telling her things about the supernatural would only bring her closer to our world and then her dreams her expectations, her wishes, everything she had wanted to become very since she was young, all her dreams and hopes would all become futile.
That was something I could not do, I ea not selfish and I knew I needed to break off whatever sort of bond we have formed recently, to me it was not right and I knew she had a thing for Elias so trying, I counted if he came around she would not Leap off and away I stay glued to him as she had done in the most but above all I had to.be really cautious.
I could not make as little as a single mistake. It would not help me nor would it help. anyone, she is my mate agreed but she had a slide she needed to move and I could not just snatch it away from her.
I told Jenna I would be heading back home, ah was all healed and settled she had already begun her daily activities so well already there was nothing I was staying around for anymore.e
Like I had guessed she was already getting somewhat attached to me when the news told her she felt bad and was all Riled up.
She said I had toyed with her feelings when she finally gave me her chance and I was leaving her even after our make out.
I had not realized that was her Manner of showing that she loved me but then I explained to her that I was in love with another and I had left her to be all on her own for weeks ready.
I furthermore explained that the company would be needing me although I know that but might have also been a lie.
It's true I have the company all told up because of me but then again in a good manner, Elias had surprisingly a good nack for business and everything had remained fine even without me there, if anything g at all the company was doing better with Elias in charge.
I knew Kate might not know I have left and she would be Pissed off at the whorl nr passing her by attitude, she would be vi guard as to why I stopped apologizing and stopped reaching out to her.
I knew I needed to leave straight away I had gotten so comfortable in the life I had moved for a few weeks that I almost forgot I'll be returning home sooner or later to pick up from where I had stopped.
Truly I may not be all of it and neither may I.be the best but I. Can ascertain I treated Jenna way better than Elias had done and it ea really hard moving away from her, she was mate after all.
Although I promised to keep up the allowance that I sent to her but she kicked Firmly against it saying I had done and spent enough already, she fi say he had saved up a lot already and she could make do with what she had at the moment.
It was true and had managed to buy a house and worked as a offeror at one of the universities, jenna was not in my beautiful but also smart a defect me material but I could or being myself to snatch her dreams away from her.
I decide to cut all the we had loose, I ended the contract as a Sponsor to her and made sure to cancel the calling lime which dye held, it was the best thing I could do because I could not promise myself I won't go back and around in search for her later on.
On settling everything I flew back home with one thing in my mind which was to make things right with Kate, she is human and doesn't have the long lifespan which I have it would only.do me. good if I make as many memories as I can with her.
On getting home I got the greatest shock of my life, a shock I am yet to recover from, Kate had gotten pregnant.